Wow, this has been one whirlwind of a month. I’ve had ups and downs and tons of craziness, so I’ll try to be brief and summarize it. My stomach pain from binging has inspired me to write again, and possibly not eat ever again. Oh my freaking lanta. I’m also going to be taking taking … Continue reading
Well, I hit another little road block. I’ve had some panic attacks and freakouts and I basically broke down and binged. I was up on the scale for a few days but I’m hoping that by tomorrow or the day after I’ll be back in the 206-es. I don’t even want to think about what … Continue reading
So, this morning I woke up at 206.7 pounds – not too shabby. This is my lowest weight since I’ve started the diet. I’m quite worried about tomorrow though because my mum made me get a sandwich from subway and I’m afraid that I’ll have gained weight today. I’m just hoping and praying that I’m … Continue reading
Congratulations to myself – I am back to my low weight of 207.4 pounds. The IV during the surgery had pumped a ton of fluid into me, so I was heavier for a few days – not a fun feeling. I’m finally back to normal now, thank goodness. I won’t be able to be 200 … Continue reading
Wow, it has certainly been a crazy couple of days. Wednesday night I had my last meeting with Tatiana, Thursday morning I had my meeting with the ADTP people, Thursday afternoon I had my meeting with Lisa, and today I had my surgery! Talk about busy. This morning I woke up at 207.4 which I’m … Continue reading
Okay, so today I woke up at 210 which did NOT make me happy, but right now I’m 209.7, and I think that’s mostly acceptable. That’s all thanks to a new plan called “don’t eat.” Instead of trying to boost my metabolism over the next few days, I’m gonna try and lose weight really fast, … Continue reading
So, progress has slowed a little bit. I wanted to have a day yesterday where I ate more because I found out that I’m having my surgery on Friday! This is great news, except for the fact that recovery is going to be very rough. It did NOT go so well last time. I wanted … Continue reading
Hey guys! I’m back once again. I was MIA for a few days because we had Valentine’s Day, where my family made me over-eat badly, and I was ashamed of having my weight go up on the scale. I’m back in business now though, and I was 211.6 this morning. I should be below 210 … Continue reading
I’m finally back at home! I spent a couple days staying at my grandparents, and then I went on a road trip with my dad yesterday. Needless to say, I gained a bit of weight. I needed to boost my metabolism anyhow though, because I’m changing my diet a bit. I was getting way too … Continue reading
So today has gone relatively well, as far as weight loss goes. I woke up at 211.3 – not bad at all. I didn’t get much exercise done, which is too bad, but I could have done a lot worse today. I’ve decided I’m going to list what I’ve been eating each day, for further … Continue reading
Well today has gone surprisingly well, mostly. I woke up at 212.5 pounds – shocking! Apparently not eating does the trick, although I don’t want to make a habit out of it. At this rate, within the next two weeks I’ll be below 200, thank goodness. My food today consists of: one apple, a bunch … Continue reading
I’m freaking out right now. Completely, utterly freaking out. I had a tiny piece of cheese pizza earlier, which would have been fine if I hadn’t had a slice of quasedilla and then a freaking ice cream bar. This diet thing isn’t working. I can’t stick to it. My whole self worth is completely tied into … Continue reading
Well, these past two days have been moderately successful in the weight loss area, and extremely successful in the schoolwork area. As far as weight loss goes, I wasn’t eating incredibly healthy, and I had a couple small cheats, but I officially lost two pounds and am now back down to 215.8 lbs. My lowest … Continue reading
Well, I fell off the wagon again, and I’ve been too embarrassed to post about it. So here’s my punishment – telling you all. Between my auntie’s birthday party, a sleepover with my best friend, and a road trip to pick up my dad from Costa Rica, I ate junk constantly and put on a … Continue reading
My, it has certainly been awhile. I fell off the wagon for a little while – not completely, but enough that I gained back a couple pounds. I didn’t really feel like sharing that. It has been a very quiet week of watching How I Met Your Mother on Netflix and lazing around. Very little … Continue reading
I’m pretty satisfied today, because I am at 218 now, bringing my total to 14 pounds lost. Yesterday I didn’t eat much but I still exercised, which helped, I’m sure. I’m also planning on trying a new supplement that Doctor Oz recommends… garcinia cambogia, I think? It’s supposed to make a huge difference. If it … Continue reading
Well, yesterday was pretty busy for me, so I didn’t have a chance to write a post. I didn’t really lose any weight on the 14th and I was pretty unhappy about that. I spent the morning on errands with my mum, since she couldn’t go alone after her surgery, and I also picked up … Continue reading
In my previous (and first) post, I talked about rebirth. Having those eye-opening days where you feel strong enough to change your life. Well, that whole idea went down the tubes. I was feeling inspired, and I decided I’d make a blog about it. Well, no more inspirational blog for me. This is now my … Continue reading
