Tagged with mental health

April 2nd

April 2nd

Wow, this has been one whirlwind of a month. I’ve had ups and downs and tons of craziness, so I’ll try to be brief and summarize it. My stomach pain from binging has inspired me to write again, and possibly not eat ever again. Oh my freaking lanta. I’m also going to be taking taking … Continue reading

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March 1st

Well, I hit another little road block. I’ve had some panic attacks and freakouts and I basically broke down and binged. I was up on the scale for a few days but I’m hoping that by tomorrow or the day after I’ll be back in the 206-es. I don’t even want to think about what … Continue reading

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February 25th

Congratulations to myself – I am back to my low weight of 207.4 pounds. The IV during the surgery had pumped a ton of fluid into me, so I was heavier for a few days – not a fun feeling. I’m finally back to normal now, thank goodness. I won’t be able to be 200 … Continue reading

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February 22nd

Wow, it has certainly been a crazy couple of days. Wednesday night I had my last meeting with Tatiana, Thursday morning I had my meeting with the ADTP people, Thursday afternoon I had my meeting with Lisa, and today I had my surgery! Talk about busy. This morning I woke up at 207.4 which I’m … Continue reading

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February 20th

Okay, so today I woke up at 210 which did NOT make me happy, but right now I’m 209.7, and I think that’s mostly acceptable. That’s all thanks to a new plan called “don’t eat.” Instead of trying to boost my metabolism over the next few days, I’m gonna try and lose weight really fast, … Continue reading

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February 19th

So, progress has slowed a little bit. I wanted to have a day yesterday where I ate more because I found out that I’m having my surgery on Friday! This is great news, except for the fact that recovery is going to be very rough. It did NOT go so well last time. I wanted … Continue reading

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February 16th

Hey guys! I’m back once again. I was MIA for a few days because we had Valentine’s Day, where my family made me over-eat badly, and I was ashamed of having my weight go up on the scale. I’m back in business now though, and I was 211.6 this morning. I should be below 210 … Continue reading

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February 6th

Well today has gone surprisingly well, mostly. I woke up at 212.5 pounds – shocking! Apparently not eating does the trick, although I don’t want to make a habit out of it. At this rate, within the next two weeks I’ll be below 200, thank goodness. My food today consists of: one apple, a bunch … Continue reading

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February 3rd

Well, these past two days have been moderately successful in the weight loss area, and extremely successful in the schoolwork area. As far as weight loss goes, I wasn’t eating incredibly healthy, and I had a couple small cheats, but I officially lost two pounds and am now back down to 215.8 lbs. My lowest … Continue reading

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January 15th and 16th

Well, yesterday was pretty busy for me, so I didn’t have a chance to write a post. I didn’t really lose any weight on the 14th and I was pretty unhappy about that. I spent the morning on errands with my mum, since she couldn’t go alone after her surgery, and I also picked up … Continue reading

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December 27th – January 13th

I plan on coming on here daily, but I’m going to log a daily summary of what’s happened the past few weeks for my own benefit. Here’s my weight loss so far. And yes, I know I weigh a ton. December 27 – My start weight of the whole thing is 231.9 and I was … Continue reading

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