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April 2nd

April 2nd

Wow, this has been one whirlwind of a month. I’ve had ups and downs and tons of craziness, so I’ll try to be brief and summarize it. My stomach pain from binging has inspired me to write again, and possibly not eat ever again. Oh my freaking lanta. I’m also going to be taking taking … Continue reading

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February 25th

Congratulations to myself – I am back to my low weight of 207.4 pounds. The IV during the surgery had pumped a ton of fluid into me, so I was heavier for a few days – not a fun feeling. I’m finally back to normal now, thank goodness. I won’t be able to be 200 … Continue reading

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February 22nd

Wow, it has certainly been a crazy couple of days. Wednesday night I had my last meeting with Tatiana, Thursday morning I had my meeting with the ADTP people, Thursday afternoon I had my meeting with Lisa, and today I had my surgery! Talk about busy. This morning I woke up at 207.4 which I’m … Continue reading

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February 20th

Okay, so today I woke up at 210 which did NOT make me happy, but right now I’m 209.7, and I think that’s mostly acceptable. That’s all thanks to a new plan called “don’t eat.” Instead of trying to boost my metabolism over the next few days, I’m gonna try and lose weight really fast, … Continue reading

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A Cry For Help

I’m freaking out right now. Completely, utterly freaking out. I had a tiny piece of cheese pizza earlier, which would have been fine if I hadn’t had a slice of quasedilla and then a freakingĀ ice cream bar. This diet thing isn’t working. I can’t stick to it. My whole self worth is completely tied into … Continue reading

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January 26th

My, it has certainly been awhile. I fell off the wagon for a little while – not completely, but enough that I gained back a couple pounds. I didn’t really feel like sharing that. It has been a very quiet week of watching How I Met Your Mother on Netflix and lazing around. Very little … Continue reading

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Rebirth

We all have those days where we feel like starting fresh, turning over a new leaf, beginning again… and whether we’re kidding ourselves or not, it’s a fabulous feeling. We decide we want to get fit, be more outgoing, or move to an exotic place in the middle of nowhere, and we’re feeling divinely motivated. … Continue reading

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