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April 2nd

April 2nd

Wow, this has been one whirlwind of a month. I’ve had ups and downs and tons of craziness, so I’ll try to be brief and summarize it. My stomach pain from binging has inspired me to write again, and possibly not eat ever again. Oh my freaking lanta. I’m also going to be taking taking … Continue reading

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February 26th

So, this morning I woke up at 206.7 pounds – not too shabby. This is my lowest weight since I’ve started the diet. I’m quite worried about tomorrow though because my mum made me get a sandwich from subway and I’m afraid that I’ll have gained weight today. I’m just hoping and praying that I’m … Continue reading

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February 22nd

Wow, it has certainly been a crazy couple of days. Wednesday night I had my last meeting with Tatiana, Thursday morning I had my meeting with the ADTP people, Thursday afternoon I had my meeting with Lisa, and today I had my surgery! Talk about busy. This morning I woke up at 207.4 which I’m … Continue reading

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February 20th

Okay, so today I woke up at 210 which did NOT make me happy, but right now I’m 209.7, and I think that’s mostly acceptable. That’s all thanks to a new plan called “don’t eat.” Instead of trying to boost my metabolism over the next few days, I’m gonna try and lose weight really fast, … Continue reading

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February 19th

So, progress has slowed a little bit. I wanted to have a day yesterday where I ate more because I found out that I’m having my surgery on Friday! This is great news, except for the fact that recovery is going to be very rough. It did NOT go so well last time. I wanted … Continue reading

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February 16th

Hey guys! I’m back once again. I was MIA for a few days because we had Valentine’s Day, where my family made me over-eat badly, and I was ashamed of having my weight go up on the scale. I’m back in business now though, and I was 211.6 this morning. I should be below 210 … Continue reading

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February 8th

So today has gone relatively well, as far as weight loss goes. I woke up at 211.3 – not bad at all. I didn’t get much exercise done, which is too bad, but I could have done a lot worse today. I’ve decided I’m going to list what I’ve been eating each day, for further … Continue reading

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February 6th

Well today has gone surprisingly well, mostly. I woke up at 212.5 pounds – shocking! Apparently not eating does the trick, although I don’t want to make a habit out of it. At this rate, within the next two weeks I’ll be below 200, thank goodness. My food today consists of: one apple, a bunch … Continue reading

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A Cry For Help

I’m freaking out right now. Completely, utterly freaking out. I had a tiny piece of cheese pizza earlier, which would have been fine if I hadn’t had a slice of quasedilla and then a freakingĀ ice cream bar. This diet thing isn’t working. I can’t stick to it. My whole self worth is completely tied into … Continue reading

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January 26th

My, it has certainly been awhile. I fell off the wagon for a little while – not completely, but enough that I gained back a couple pounds. I didn’t really feel like sharing that. It has been a very quiet week of watching How I Met Your Mother on Netflix and lazing around. Very little … Continue reading

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January 17th and 18th

I’m pretty satisfied today, because I am at 218 now, bringing my total to 14 pounds lost. Yesterday I didn’t eat much but I still exercised, which helped, I’m sure. I’m also planning on trying a new supplement that Doctor Oz recommends… garcinia cambogia, I think? It’s supposed to make a huge difference. If it … Continue reading

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